AUTOMONY

TODDLER

(EXPLORATORY STAGE 9-18 MONTHS; SEPARATION STAGE 18 MONTHS- 3 YEARS)

EXPLORATORY • We go through two stages during toddlerhood. First, the exploratory stage during 9 -18 months – beginning with crawling. This involves moving around, touching, tasting, and in-general exploring what is around us. If a basic sense of trust was established during infancy from emotionally balanced and nurturing parents, we will have a healthy sense of future exploration, creative risk taking, and adventure. In order to have developed this, our parents needed to have a lot of patience and emotional balance in order to look after us constantly during this time (and guide us).

SEPARATION • The second period we go through is the separation stage. Some view this as a second birth, for it marks the true beginning of IAMness. This is the stage where we learned balance. Holding on and letting go - in balance. The only way we could fully learn this true balance is if both parents were present and if both had their own individual complete sense of balance – otherwise, in areas they were underdeveloped, we would have developed gaps in healthy balance.

At this stage, a child needs both caretakers present so that one can support the other during all of the “no’s,” “I can do its,” and tantrums when one parent needs a rest. In order for us to have developed healthy limits, we needed to have two parents that modeled a healthy expression of anger and good skills in resolving conflict. Conflict resolution is crucial for the foundation of intimacy and future intimate relationships. Therefore, children needed to witness two parents honestly expressing their true feelings and resolving their disagreements.

Healthy willpower and adventure is the goal of toddlerhood.

It allows us to develop the power of doing. Without healthy willpower, we have no discipline. If we don’t learn or aren’t modeled healthily holding on, then overdoing, over-indulging, and substance abuse arises. If we don’t learn or aren’t molded healthily letting go, then hoarding, over-control, and compulsive obsessive behavior arises. For example, if we had a father that was constantly at work and drank too much every evening, the imbalance of holding on develops (this is a father that models no boundaries for himself). Or if we had a mother that viewed rest or stillness as guilt, and controlled everything, the imbalance of letting go develops (this is a mother that models that she has no right to joy or doesn’t deserve it).

It’s equally important to learn during this stage that nobody is perfect. Mom, Dad, or me. To know that I can still have a bad day and be loved. And lastly, it’s important for parents to model a healthy sense of boundaries for themselves and you. This is teaching you when to say no, speak up, and create space.

In Manifestation, our most magnetic state is the balance between the two polarities. The balance between the two allows us to develop the healthy in-between, balanced energy, deservingness, stillness, standing in our power, and not needing to control or be lazy.

BLOCKS • Potential growth disorders or gaps in magnetism during this time:

i. NO SENSE OF BOUNDARIES OR PUTTING OTHER’S NEEDS BEFORE OUR OWN

ii. AFRAID TO EXPLORE, ADVENTURE, AND TAKE RISKS (I.E. TRUSTING THE UNIVERSE)

iii. CONTROLLING, COMPULSION, AND OVERINDULGING

iv. LACK OF BALANCE IN ALL ASPECTS OF LIFE

v. INTIMACY, COMMUNICATION, AND CONFLICT RESOLUTION ISSUES

ANSWER

Do you have trouble knowing what you want?

Are you afraid to explore when you get to a new place?

Are you afraid to try new things? Before you do, do you wait until someone has tried it before you?

Do you have great fears of abandonment?

In difficult situations do you long for someone to tell you what to do?

If someone gives you a suggestion, do you feel you ought to follow it?

Do you have trouble actually being IN your experience? i.e. You’re on vacation, and you can’t be present or feel it entirely?

Are you a big worrier?

Do you have trouble being spontaneous? Are you too spontaneous?

Do you tend to be obsessive about neatness and cleanliness? Or is your space too out of order?

Will you do almost anything to avoid conflict? Or do you do things to trigger conflict (to reinforce that you are loved)?

Do you extremely overdo or over-consume anything in your life?

Are you often excessively critical of other people?

LISTEN

JOURNAL

Journal about anything important that came up during your D.I.

Control?

Adventure?

Worry?

Boundaries?

Intimacy?

AUTONOMY